Tonight will be my first time ever didn't attend the prayer meeting at Sts. Peter & Paul church after i've actively join all the church's activities. Since i left all my 'old-life-style' behind, i'd never talk to my old-friends. I've been so busy with my new friends in KBP Zone 1 and left behind my best friends in Tampasak Youth Club (TaYoC), especially Tampasak youth's big family, Da' Str3t Mundky Crewe'. Last night, i don't know what to do. I want to call my Pogol crew's to have a 'raining' session but I can't because we had just being warned by KBP's chairman, Kilur being too 'active' in our own session. So, i turned on the TV, hope that there will be a best movie's or programme to watch for. But none of the channel fulfill my taste..So, I went to bed early, actually it's 1 o'clock in the morning already...but then, I can't shut off my eyes...
Then i saw my bible on my extra pillow...how long i've been 'forgot' to use and read the daily-reading? I really don't have any idea. I took the bible then, but didn't open it,just hold it. I try to remember what i've done within 2 and a half months since i rejoin the KBP...Owh! My God! I can influence other youths from other place to join KBP but i can't do the same thing to my Mundky's brothers...Why? I can't answer it coz i don't have the answer...
The clock ticking, for 2 and a half months with the KBP and Pogol Crew, i can see the difference among my friends...i can see their real side, i mean their genuine attitude. Some of them forgot where the began, some of them proud and forgot who they are before... Then i compare to my Mundky's Famillies, I just stay late up night with them on wednesday after never did it for 2 and a half months. When they see me, they began to sms the others to came down...and i almost cries (..Ha!Ha!..it's true) when all the Mundky's came and hugged me. The said, "it's been a long time,bro..."...actually, that night i should attend the novena at Guntoto's home but i'm forced to cancelled it. We 'lepak-lepak' (stay) until 2 a.m...i can felt their attitude had changed, i mean they're matured and trying to think out of box already...I'm so happy with that...
When i wrote this blog, the prayer meeting still on going...before that, i didn't attend the thanksgiving mini party at Aunty Julie's home...Now, i want to concerntrate on my Mundky's Famillies and try to reduce my session with Pogol Crew and KBP...I'm proud to be TaYoC's, and as founder for Str3t Mundky, i won't let them 'drowned' just because i can't spend a little time with them..maybe, it's time to say sayonara to KBP and Pogol Crew and say Holla Mundky's again...hopefully,...yeahh!!
Bro,
ReplyDeletewhen time pass by, a lot of things happenned.
This post is so touchable..well, I really hope that I can talk to you personnally. Because a lot of things happen and me myself also was in shocked. There's a lot of things I want to share with u. But, no chance for that. Well bro, banyak cabaran, kesakitan dan dugaan yg sy TANGGUNG SEORANG di kolej. Masa sy di sna, sy mau betul balik with the KBP. Sebab setiap masalah saya tanggung dgn sokongon kamu smua. Tp di sana, I'm alone! Kalo boleh, sy mau lepaskan smua di sna dan berputus asa. I want to give up!!! But still, sy xda sanggup. Saya xda tau kenapa, tp kalo ko betul2 melayani kerana Tuhan Yesus, walau berat mcm mana sekalipun salib yg Dia bg ko, ko xda akan sanggup utk melepaskannya. Begitu la yg sy rasa..hopefully we can emel and share each other. I really want to hear back from you. Im going back today, 6.30pm. Emel me if got time ya. kalo saya xdaa terbabas masa naik kapal,sy reply ko balik...
God Bless you...(dont leave us; KBP)